For the better, or just mellowed?

I almost got in a fight with a fucking idiot at work. Note I used to word ALMOST, because (to my utmost surprise) I had the restraint, and the tolerance to walk away after not 1, but 2 confrontations. Long story put short, I was wrongly accused of something, which only adds to my anger. He even used a fucking tong to point at me, which I duely snatched away. Gave 2 tries to hit my face, which I countered. YET, I still walked away from a good fight.

Rewind to sec 2. 14 yrs old, hormonally charged to the max. My first physical fight. Over what? Just because some guy stepped on my worksheet and didn't say sorry. Not only that, had a childish "staring down" through out the whole class, till we actually laid our hands on each other. I won that fight, but just barely. Point is, I could beat him up just because he stepped on my WORKSHEET. That was how violent I was.

I've always believed in karma. U don't step on my tail, I wont step on urs. Once u cross that line, don't blame me. In the past, that has always led to....violence. In recent yrs, that is not the case, I'll get flared up, but not to the extent of wanting to bash someone. If the events on thursday happened 3 years ago, god knows what would have happened to him OR me.

Singing

After fri, I have realised I can't sing for shit. Not high pitch, not low pitch, not monotone, no feeling. Hell, I can't even read the damn lyrics properly. For those who know me long enough, they should know my chinese is as reliable as spam mail. The chinese language has never been a strong point for me... sorry I got that wrong. It has never been a point for me. I've been failing the chinese language since I was in pri sch. That is one of the reason's y I have never liked to listen to chinese songs. Only in recent years I learned to listen to chinese songs.

I like certain Jay songs. Although the lyrics are always about the same thing, he manages to give a nice melody to it. The problem with Jay song's is that, apparently he squeezes his balls to sing. It's in such a high tone I can never reach it. I tried quite a few on fri and u can say I failed almost all of it. I decided to give Wu Jian Dao a shot, when I can handle the vocals on the song, I cannot handle the lyrics. Listening to the song lets me know the tune, but ask me to sing the lyrics word for word.........Let's just say I don't know alot of words on the screen most of the time. The words "I fucking suck" cannot even properly describe the way I sang.

I'm sorry dear if I spoiled that day for u. I'll train more so I can at least sing a proper song for u. Meanwhile, I'll save up for a karaoke machine.

Uneventful life

Work yesterday was a bitch. 40 customers in a big gp, 2 people working in a station, with the tables all over the place and the sky threatening to drench me any second. I KNEW I was going to get pissed off working and I was VERY close. In the end it was the staff that was at the same station as me who got pissed off. I don't blame him for being angry though, those who are more capable than others are always stretched thin.

Our PM has once said, "Respect those who serve u, they are not ur slaves". I agree with that, but apparently many other fuckers all over Singapore don't give a flying fuck about what our PM says. Which brings me to another question, how many people actually watch the PM's National Day Rally anyway?

Anyway, I believe in today's society, the phrase "The customer is always right" really doesn't mean shit now. In the past yes, but that was when the educated were the customers, and the non-educated were the servers. Fast-forward to now, who are the ones being waiters in restaurants? People like me, diploma holders, uni under-grads, JC students and what have u. Y is the customer always right? I have the right to reject their requests if it's too far fetched. If the customer doesn't respect me as a person, Y should I give him any respect as a customer?

It's sad to see grown adults, arguing about not paying 15 dollars corkage charge, not wanting to pay 1.20 for FREE FLOW of warm water, not wanting to pay 3 dollars for appetizers, not wanting to pay 60 cents for a wet towel, etc etc etc. The list goes on. I feel embarassed for them, making a big fuss out of everything, saying it's not right to charge for water, towels etc etc. Kopitiam ice kosong also 10 cents, Zhi Cha wet towel also 20 cents, even kopitiam got paste paper stating no outside food and drinks allowed. YET STILL, people like to argue it's not...morally right to charge.

Who the fuck are u to talk to me about morals? It's morally wrong to let idiots like them to live so long. They never should have been born in the world in the first place. I am disgraced knowing that I share and breathe the same air with them.

Quick

Yeah let's make it quick. What have I done for these past few weeks.....Can I say absolutely NOTHING. Well it was our 6 months monthsary on 26th, didnt really do much because I am very fucking broke. It's ok though, in 2 more days I'll get my pay and we'll go enjoy.WOWOWOWOOW. Going to KBOX to celebrate, still thinking on what song to actually sing.

Saw Tao Ze on sunday at the Merlion Park. It's amazing what a cap can do, it can transform u from a chinese music star to just a normal guy strolling around. Next time I'm going to wear a cap and then no-one will recognise me. And someone please ans this qn, is Tao Ze Singaporean or Taiwanese?

Got my diploma cert also, I'm officially a diploma holder now. Though that doesn't really add up to much, since I'm going to dive 2 years of my life away. Kind of wasted that I SLOGGED 3/1/2 year to get just this one piece of paper, with the NYP logo bigger than my name itself. So typical of NYP to always advertise itself.

Things to get
1) Formal pants, mine are just tattered and torn.
2) USB hub/bluetooth adapter. Fucking handphone cannot connect to computer, bitch.
3) Some hair wax. To satisfy the idiots at Palm Beach